Its Not Fair

Its not fair for me to even to post on this blogg. I am aware that I am not being right , at the moment, to say that I can even qualify for this awareness, right now. With all the things that I have been going through, I am aware enough to say that I am not being true. Things are happening so much, that I am so looking forward to the same ole, going to work, dealing with customers and their questions, and even just to come home and chill.

I have had my kids to thank, at the moment to keep me on the up and up. Alot has been going on that even when I know I should be doing something, there is something else that is going that seems to take presidense.

Some of the papers that I ran across today at my brothers' apartment, were his dialysis reports. It had alot to do with his overall readings, and eating habits, and just over ALL! They were scored...'Execellent'! It was real hard for me today, and I was just skimming over the papers that were appearing in my face. I should actually take that as a sign that I need to be more aware of the things around me, and that I make sure that I need to do what I am supposed to do. Alot of the times, it is good to keep a record of your readings, and of your diet, so that you can also know what foods will make you feel a certain way.

I also know that 'stress' can elevate your sugar level, so I really have to be careful of the things that I may want to snack, quickly! Some of the symptons that I get when my sugar is high, is when my eyes get blurry. Not good when that happens! But then, lately, I cannot say that my sugar levels are the cause of my blurriness, its been from the tears, and lack of sleep, and the burning eyes..gosh! Yea, I was really surprised, that even though I do wear contacts, and/or glasses, sometmes my eyes have been real sensitive. Anyways, now that things are alittle calmer, for the most part, I will be making sure that I will be more watchful of my readings, and what I am eating....

PE@CE!